from mediocre to marathon worthy.

I didn't quite start my marathon running on April 15, 2011.  I started it the next day.  I tried to run outside but the wind was so fierce, it was blowing me all over the place.  So I came back home and ran on my treadmill.  I managed to run 6.5 miles and I was ill. I had to remind myself that this was a process and something for me to work toward.  My thoughts were centered mainly around my joining an internet website.  I went on this site because it is made for professionals and I don't want to date someone that makes less than I do.  It makes me feel shallow but after what I went through with Cliff, I know that when a woman makes more than her husband there is some resentment there.  I don't care how "cool" the man says he is with it.  So far I have had 50 something year old men sending me emails.  One guy sent me interview questions and then informed me how picky he was.  What a tool!  I had a dr email me and he was a year younger than me but I think he is a player.  I am amazed that the one thing in life that I have always dreamed of has alluded me.  I want "the one".  I want it all, I want someone who adores me but can protect me.  I want someone good looking and smart.  I want someone who is vibrant and sweet.  Tall order, I know but I don't want to settle anymore.  I certainly don't want to date someone who I will have to wheel them around in their wheelchair.  I want to travel and experience life to the fullest.  I would like to settle down with someone famous, but not too famous.  Someone who makes a great living but still down to earth. These were my thoughts as I ran.  Oh and I tried to run on April 17 but all I managed was 3 miles.  I have learned that I need to run every other day.